Fear to Faith
“Let us cross over to the other side.” In Sunday’s Gospel Jesus makes the journey less of a miracle event and more of a teaching. It is a symbolic journey from fear to faith. Even though we are reading from chapter 4 of Mark’s Gospel, the disciples have already seen Jesus perform miracles, they have listened to Jesus teach and He has personally coached them. But it is one thing to hear everything explained, and quite another thing to understand and apply what has been heard and seen.
Fear and faith are the dynamics of discipleship. In the Gospels, the disciples abandon Jesus in fear after he is arrested, in the Gospel of Mark they flee from the tomb in terror, and before they cower in the upper room. After the ascension disciples, the disciples go throughout the world proclaiming the “Good News” without fear and filled with the grace and faith of the risen Christ. Their journey from fear to faith is complete.
Just like the disciples, we can delude ourselves into thinking we have strong faith when everything is going our way and there is calm in our lives. But life is filled with many difficulties and challenges that cause us to be fearful. Each day we are confronted with many events that may cause us to become apprehensive. Getting laid off from work, dealing with a sudden serious illness, or conflict with the ones we love are just some of the many things that happen each day that may cause us to be filled with fear and sick with apprehension.
It only when the unexpected hits, do we discover what kind of faith we have or if we have any faith at all. As I have said before, being a follower of Jesus does not make us exempt from pain, disappointment, or fear. We think that faith in God is a ticket to earthly peace and joy. But faith does is not make us exempt from fear, at times our lives will be unsettling and perplexing.
So what can we do? In today’s gospel, the disciples looked toward Jesus. The disciple’s example is a daily reminder from God that we need to live every day with our focus on Him and trust Him. Jesus loves us unconditionally and desires a relationship with each one of us. As we deepen our friendship with Jesus through a daily commitment to converse with Him, we will come to trust Him more.
We also need each other. Certainly, we are called to have a personal relationship with Jesus. But we also are called to relationships with each other here at St. Charles, here is where we can find help and support. When someone asks, “Lord, don’t you care,” the answer often can be found in the love and encouragement from those around us that strengthens our faith. Together we share faith in Jesus, live the Gospel, and care for others.
Jesus only wants what is best for us. He will protect us and calm the storms in our minds and hearts. All Jesus asks is that we turn our eyes from our fears to Him. This does not mean that life will be perfect, without trials and struggles. But it does mean that we can face life’s difficulties with peace and calm, and even deep interior joy as Jesus is with us at every moment, even if we don’t recognize it.
To all fathers actual or adopted, by blood or those grandfathers, uncles, cousins, coaches, teachers, priests, or even perhaps a single mother or grandmother who took on the role of both mother and father. I give thanks to you. May God’s face shine in you and be gracious to you. May God continue to hold you in the palm of God’s hand and say, “You are my beloved in whom I am well pleased.
Deacon Gil